The Infamous Quest Blog

Well where should i begin, i have been on such a roller coaster ride in the past 2 years happy sad and all of the above and i have been thinking alot cause im not getting any younger my black ass is gonna be 30 years old this year and i really want to have a big change and be able to say that i am happy and jsut about secure with my seroundings and everything that life has thrown at me.

I know the last time i posted i was  in a state of shock that i was engaged to be married and had close to the life that many people would at the drop of a dime wanna have but once again things change and i just say its an act if god, so far im no longer engaged im single again i have a new dog her name is Chewee she is a mini pincher and she is 2 years old, i know you guys remember Mya well my ex fiance took her away from our home about a month and a week ago and i have not seen her since and yes i do miss her but there is nothing ii can do about it she belongs to him and i cant say i will never see her again but i can’t dwell on it cause Buster runs through my mind when i do so i have been giving more and more love to Chewee and she ahs been giving it right back.

Im living in Brooklyn in the Bed Stuy area and the lease is up in september and i really think im gonna move before then cause i have the chance to look at 2 other apartments 1 here in brooklyn and 1 in manhatten and they both look great but the one in the city is more close to my mom so i might take the chance and jump on it but i have been wasting time doing that cause i just feel there is something missing i really cant put my finger on it but i know it something and it jsut makes me feel depressed like i use to feel only this time i can control it and not let it take over me but in do time i will put 2 and 2 together and make the decisios i need to be making and move on with life cause its the summer and gay pride is right around the corner and me my god son and his mother are gonna be in the village doing the damn thing im gonna try and get my sister phopxy to join us she just had a serious breakup with her girlfrind of over 4 years candice and i liked her alot i dont know what happeneed to them but i just wish my sister all the best in the world cause i know for a fact she loves that girl.

So in closing i will keep you guys posted on everything from today on and let you know how shit gets moving and how centered my head is in on everything, much love too you all for reading and GOD BLESS.

I RIGHT NOW AT A POINT OF ASKING MYSEKF WHAT IT IS I WANT TO DO AS A CAREER CAUSE IM A “JACK OF ALL TRADES, MASTER OF NONE” AND I CAN GO ANY WAY SO WHAT I PLAN TO DO IS PUT MY FOOT IN THE DOOR OF THE MOST IMPORTANTS THINGS I LOVE TO DO AND SEE IF I CAN HANDLE IT, IF ITS SOMETHING I SEE MYSELF LIVING OFF OF, YOU KNOW THERE ARE MANY THINGS I KNOW HOW TO DO AND U NEVER KNOW THERE COULD BE SOMETHING MOST UNEXPECTED THAT I WILL BE DOING AS A CAREER U NEVER KNOW BUT IM READY FOR THE RIDE..

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This year has started off great and i love it cause alot of things changed in my life for the better, Me and my fiance make a year on SUBER BOWL SUNDAY and i have been like wow, i moved into a new place, working & very comfortable there is not many bad things goin on at all but to tell you guys about my kids, Mya, Chewie & Babi Snow them hoes drive us crazy in this house on a day to day basis if its not one thing its another and i most of the time is babi snow & chewie all they do is go at it i love it thos cause snow won’t fuck with mya but chewie test her alot just like maddox would do to buster, not much to bark about today “Smooth Sailing”.

HAPPY NEW YEAR  TO YOU AND YOURS WE MADE IT ANOTHER YEAR, THANK YOU LORD FOR MAKING THIS ALL POSSIBLE, MY HEALTH, FAMILY, FRIENDS AND MOST OF ALL LOVE.

MUCH LUV & RESPECT

THE INFAMOUS QUEST

I know its been a minute since i have made an entry in my blog or really paid much attention to it but i have been waiting for a  special time to start writing again, but tonight i just got this feeling that i wanted to post an entry cause i  just had some things to say, its just a feeling i got so i jumped out of bed and logged on so here i am. The last entry i made was short and to the point cause i was not in the correct state of mind to say anything more and i wanted to really leave you with something to be thinking about till i wrote again, and im sure i did cause i know alot are wondering  what the fuck has, was, and is going on with me.

My last entry stated that i was Engaged and its true, but what lead to it and am i still Engaged? the answer to that question is yes and i could not be any happier but it was not at all what i was thinking i would be doing around the begining of the year it was a fool of me to think i had it all figured out what Gods plan for me was but one thing i do know about his plan is that he wanted to see me happy and bring me out of the hell i was in and that just what he wants all his children to be is happy but knowing the road that ahs been made for you is least of your worries its all on how you walk it that will determine if its all right and i tell you from my point of view ITS RIGHT. JUST LIKE THE SONG SAYS  “Its been a long time coming, but change gon come” and im living proof to that all i did was kept my faith strong, and let god do his work and grow into the man im supose to be and everything in my life changed and i don’t regret nothing that has happened in the past im just moving on and growing up.

Im getting married by my birthday i hope, i just moved into my 1st apartment my fiance is with me of course and I NEVER EVER EVER EVER saw myself being where i  am now not in a million years did i ever see myself this happy and enjoying life, i was getting high alot, having crazy sex, getting played, playing people, over and over shit just kept happening to me but I NEVER GAVE UP i cried and lost lots of friends in the process but look at me im still here,  dont get me wrong it hurts that out of the many friends i had only a hand full im in contact with and or can call a true friend or even family but but shit “everything happens for a reason” and i just lived life like everybody else does on a daily basis but i learned alot of things on the way and all i can say for cause im ready to go back to bed is THANK YOU LORD AND I LOVE YOU, Thank u Terence, thanks mom, CJ, Kevin, Buster, Maddox, Mya etc and to those who continue to be in my life throughout everything i have went through, to those whe has past on trust and belive u will never be forgotten cause your life had a great impact on my own AND I LOVE U ALL.

Till My Next Entry

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Now as you all know i left the south and came back, lost buster and gained a few more things aswell but i have been keeping you guys on the backburner for a minute about something am im ready tolet you in on it.  When i began doing porn i met a guy by the name of Nature wholater became a great friend and brother to me we lost touch but got reconnected in a crazy way  but a month after i got back from the south we got engaged and are planning to get married, wee moved in together and its been great.

I have learned so much and been through so much in just 2 years that made me more of an adult than i realize and falling in love with somone along the way is a even greater experience, i have kept awy from the crowds and all i dont hang as much as i use to but its been a ride yo i tell you i said im gonna get my 1st porn movie off and running soon and in the meantime write a book cause i have so much to tell about the things i have seen and been through trust im gonna be on Oprah, lol.

I have been up and, round & round,in and out, ALL OF THE ABOVE, and what i went through up to today made my eyes open Way even more.  I told myself years ago that the united negro college funds says, ” A mind, is a terrible thing to waste” and i took my mind and body on a long journey that is just LIFE you learn something new everyday, an telling a person NO does not mean your hearting there feelings it just fucking means NO, LOL.

I THANK THE LORD SO MUCH CAUSE HE MADE ME STRONG BECAUSE I GOT ENGAGED WHEN I CAME BACK FROM THE SOUTH AND I FEEL THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON BUT YOU ARE NO#1 AND LET NOBODY TELL YOU DIFFERENT.

What’s good everybody?  Now i kept the faith and this is what happened, just last night i got a phone call from nobody else but julian (The Ex) and  i did not expect to hear the things i did from him and it was a bit foul to me and it made and still makes me fully doubt the love he had for Buster.

1st off Maddox Quest will be coming home Saturday afternoon and i learned he has Diabetes and im sure its because he let his weight get out of control and he has to to take 2 injections per day of insulin and that got me pissed off, Now the big news he told me that he put Buster to sleep and was not even there he ghad a so called friend take him and do it ALONE that there pissed me off, 2 he did not even keep a part of Buster like the collar that was around his neak and that sent me into a bit of a rage but i kept my cool and continued to talk to him talking all this shit about “Q don’t you know how hard this was and is for me ” I SAY THAT’S COMPLETE BULLSHIT” cause i wpould have had him in my arms when he was put down, his collar would be mounted with a picture of him to continue on his memory, i belive he did not love Buster like he should have and i feel Buster did not leave this world happy.

In a way i hate Julian for doing what he did like crazy i just wanna beat him till he can’tt even use his lips to speak and teart him limb from limb but i can’t stoop to that level what he did wa swrong but me taking mattewrs in my own hand and using violence won’t bring Buster back so im gonna be the gentleman i have always been and let Maddox stay in his life cause i would not want him to just flat out leave me alone cause that would hurt more than anything.

So this Saturday Maddox Quest returns  home and will be doing so every other week other times he will be back in Staten Island and i can’t wait cause its like a part of me has been missing and now the link in that chain will be put back together once again.

Now i never got the chance to go out there to Staten Island because this fucker was supose to call me when he got home and he did nothing of the sort, the fucker then decides not to answer ANY of my calls since that day and i have made atleast 4 calls per day to him so i made this decision and that is that he dont wanna give Maddox to me period he is so sure that im bnot gonna let him see Maddox when  he is so wrong but he was trying to use that to make him feel like the victim but he does not mention that he put Buster to sleep and did not call me, he did not email me, the bitch did not even send me a fucking smoke signal, so what did he do? the bitch called my mother and told her what he did a week after the shit was done.

So now im on the hunt plain and simple Maddox is my child just like Buster was and now that i know he trying not to see, hear, or talk to me this i show im gonna do it, If i have to go to his house unanounced then im traking Maddox and im not letting him visit him or even pet him, im not gonna let him have a fucking thing to do wwith my “Man Man” give h9im a taste of his own medicine just like he did to me with buster and trust me im hurt beyond belief and LET ANYB ODY IN THAT FUCKING HOUSE TOUCH ME WHEN I PICK UP MY MAN OR BEGIN TOI ENTER THE HOME IM GONNA DO SOME DAMAGE TO ANY AND EVERYBODY NO NEED FOR ME TO EXPLAIN ANYTHING CAUSE JULIN KNOWS WHAT HE DID AND IM SERIOUS ALL THE TEARS I CRIED OVER BUSTER AND THE HURT IM GONNA USE THAT AS MY POWER.

So guess what look out f0r part 3 of this story and as God as my witness it will begin with me welcoming Maddox Quest back home…